For the past few weeks I have been listening to the songs in my mp3…. And every song reminds me of her, how the hell should I move on if I can only think of her, it felt like eternity the sleepless nights, crying moments it, its stupid…. Guess that’s what you get if you give your heart to that person and believe that she is the one…. hell, its been hell for the past few weeks, damn why am I so stupid that I cant even accept reality!!! Guess its really hard ha, first time that I felt that way for a girl… just want to let everyone know I LOVE HER!!!! Fuck… guess all I need to do now is keep myself busy, got my ps2 fixed, I have to build some freakin “guns”….

It all ended so soon that I guess I’m still in a shock or whatever… fuck it… was I really that bad?? I mean … damn, guess no one really is to blame, love come and go and all we can do is enjoy the moment and move on… nothings permanent… I just have to accept it… it’s hard but ill manage, like I always do….

I WAS DESTINED TO FAIL, TO LOSE EVERYTHING, BUT DESTINY IS HOW YOU MAKE IT, AND IM GONNA START MAKING MINE,

Hahaha drama amf… iiyak din naman uli mamaya hahaha :)