Welcome, mapababae, tibo, bakla, lalake, matanda at bata maligayang pgdating sa aking munting...... ewan.... hahaha... nakalimutan ko ung password ko dun sa dati kong blog eh, ang tanga amf... anyways dami kong sama ng loob na gusto ilabas, hahaha... bitter kasi ako... sorry, bgla nlng lumabas ang ganitong ugali sakin eh, hahaha...
ngaun naman balik tau sa title ng entry na toh... "masakit tlga pagfirst time...", frist time for what? sex?? di ako babae tsong... hahaha, no not sex its about love... L-O-V-E, My Girl broke up wih me last march 24... hahaha sucks to be me... I know, I know people keep telling me that its not the end of the world, "marami pa dyang iba", or my personal favorite "mambababae tau..." hahahaha... its been what? oh 23 days since we broke up and I still love her... wahahaha tanga nga tlga ako, pero ok na narealize ko nadin naman na, wala nadin ako mgagawa... it was my fault, I was never there when she needed me, I was Selfish, hindi din ako ngng gentleman sakanya, di ko din sya nasasamahan kong sansan, I dont like her friends at lagi kami ngtatalo, hay ang laki ko tlgang tanga... Tuloy Lagi kong iniicip kong ano dapat ang gnawa koh, at mga dapat na ngawa koh, muntikan na nga ata akong mabaliw sa gngawa koh eh, hahaha, pati ung playlist koh puro lovesongs, san kapa dba??!!, suicide!! suicide!! hahaha ilang beses koh din inicp toh pero di ko magawa, di ko pla matuloy, hahaha... hahaha, after that I learned from a certain someone a certain something that really pissed me off, hahaha well its over, only regret is that..... oh w8 I have so many dammit... ganda pa ng date dammit...
well here's a song to commemorate my pain, drama amf:
Breathe
Greenwheel
I
Played the fool today
And I
Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
heres to the memories:
Here's to the Nights
Eve6
So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
